how's life some people may ask... well i say life can be great but sometimes you need a break.
a break is something that i badly need right now... I just wish i could just go out to somewhere nice and just sit down relax read books that i've been wanting to read and sip tea.
Sometimes we just get over loaded with so many things coming our way.
Trip to monkey beach was good except for all the heavy bags. had a time of worship there with mosquitos accompanying us all night through. didn't get to show Ju the phosphorescence coz the moon was too bright over the beach that night.
Been really low for the past week. One of the worst weeks in my entire life almost everything went wrong. So dry spiritually, physically, and everything else.. . Just so worn out from everything. Spent a lot of money on college which is totally insane every week is just buying something every other day. God Help!! If i had a choice i wouldn't be doing this but i just don't so i guess i'll have to live with that for another year or so. if i say life is good now i'd be lying so i'll just say life is not good at all. signing out!
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
Sunday, April 17, 2005
someone's watching over me
Love this song
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I found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
But something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight.
So I won't give up
No, I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me.
I've seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time, and I won't be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone, and right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams.
So I won't give up
No, I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong even if it all goes wrong
When I’m standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me.
It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes.
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself, and follow your heart.
So I won't give up No, I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong even if it all goes wrong
When I’m standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No, I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong even when it all goes wrong
When I’m standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over, someone's watching over, someone’s watching over me.
Oh, oh
someone’s watching over me.
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I found myself today
Oh I found myself and ran away
But something pulled me back
The voice of reason I forgot I had
All I know is you're not here to say
What you always used to say
But it's written in the sky tonight.
So I won't give up
No, I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong even if it all goes wrong
When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me.
I've seen that ray of light
And it's shining on my destiny
Shining all the time, and I won't be afraid
To follow everywhere it's taking me
All I know is yesterday is gone, and right now I belong
To this moment to my dreams.
So I won't give up
No, I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong even if it all goes wrong
When I’m standing in the dark I'll still believe
Someone's watching over me.
It doesn't matter what people say
And it doesn't matter how long it takes.
Believe in yourself and you'll fly high
And it only matters how true you are
Be true to yourself, and follow your heart.
So I won't give up No, I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong even if it all goes wrong
When I’m standing in the dark I'll still believe
That I won't give up
No, I won't break down
Sooner than it seems life turns around
And I will be strong even when it all goes wrong
When I’m standing in the dark I'll still believe
That someone's watching over, someone's watching over, someone’s watching over me.
Oh, oh
someone’s watching over me.
Saturday, April 16, 2005
Questions...
who am i?
whats my purpose in this life?
how can i know the true calling of mine?
where can i go to find the answer?
why do i feel like i'm lost at times
many times i need an answer
but it doesn't seem to be clear
to answer my questions
so many things that happen in a lifetime
so many hurts that i go through
so many dreams yet to come true
yet there's no answer to my questions
i feel so down so many times
but the day before was a great time
i can't see the road clearly
everything just seems to be blurry
can't immagine life without the One
can't let go of what i'm holding on
just one thing to do, that's pray
but still can't find the answer to my questions
wondering if it's me thats blind
or is it that i have to find
the answer of a life time
to all those my questions
lying in the life of someone
who's held me high in times of cries
that flood the room
with sorrow answered with love
... author: JamesT~
... date: April 16 - 2005
... time: 12:50 a.m.
whats my purpose in this life?
how can i know the true calling of mine?
where can i go to find the answer?
why do i feel like i'm lost at times
many times i need an answer
but it doesn't seem to be clear
to answer my questions
so many things that happen in a lifetime
so many hurts that i go through
so many dreams yet to come true
yet there's no answer to my questions
i feel so down so many times
but the day before was a great time
i can't see the road clearly
everything just seems to be blurry
can't immagine life without the One
can't let go of what i'm holding on
just one thing to do, that's pray
but still can't find the answer to my questions
wondering if it's me thats blind
or is it that i have to find
the answer of a life time
to all those my questions
lying in the life of someone
who's held me high in times of cries
that flood the room
with sorrow answered with love
... author: JamesT~
... date: April 16 - 2005
... time: 12:50 a.m.
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
Will You
See you sittin' next to the window in the bedroom
She brakes down - brakes down
Crying over something and starin' into nothin'
Afraid now - hate now Wanting, needing, haunting, it's killing me
Faking what has happened to live the life like that man
I'll brake down - It's fake now
Will you, Will you love me tomorrow?
So Will You, Will you stay with me today?
Fade in and out of reason to fight the way she's feelin'
She brakes down - brakes down
Going through the motions
and holding onto hopes and her dreams now - somehow
Shaken, mistaken, forsaken, it's killing me.
Wishing you could change, but he's always been this way
If you leave now - I'll drown
Sunday, April 10, 2005
brothers
i believe there's nothing that can break their relationship.
had this thought while i was having my siesta.. you know there's no one that can replace my brother. even though we fight and all that at timesbut there's just this bond that keeps us together. there are times when i've rally felt like going at him but after that we were cool again.
another time he was so mad at me that we didn't talk for 2 weeks i felt i was mising something at that time.. but we reconciled after that.
even though now we have different personalities i still appreciate him.
love ya bro
had this thought while i was having my siesta.. you know there's no one that can replace my brother. even though we fight and all that at timesbut there's just this bond that keeps us together. there are times when i've rally felt like going at him but after that we were cool again.
another time he was so mad at me that we didn't talk for 2 weeks i felt i was mising something at that time.. but we reconciled after that.
even though now we have different personalities i still appreciate him.
love ya bro
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