Where Do I Go From Here?

It's been a while since I've done anything significant in my life, like do something and stick with it. I'm so tired of the many choices I have that's so much just confusing me. I don't know the direction as to where i should go. I sure don't want to stop learning but where will be my classroom? and who will be my teachers? Do i take a step out of this place or do i stay? All these questions have been thrown each day in hope for an answer but all i get is stillness, quietness, it's deafening if you ask, and it's making me insane. Even my communication skill has gone out the window. All i ever say just pissed people off or puts people down. Is there nothing that i do that will build people up? am i that despicable? I just wish that I would be mute if that's all i can do. I don't want to spend my life casting spit on people. If I have simply offended anyone without a thought I'm truly sorry. I guess i need to leave this place if it would make a difference. If it would bring healing. If only I would be forgotten for the stain that i have placed.

After the Game

I meant to post this up after the game but well.. lets just say i didn't have time hahah. Anyways.. the Battle was won but the war is still not over.

So did we manage to pull it off? with our lack of finish up front I still think we nailed it this time although as always it could be better :) but the team was pleased with the achievement thus far. As for now there lie no other wall for us to reach div1. Alas some of our players managed to rise to the occasion this time and was able to convert efforts to a goal; good job Indy :). And we manged to keep all our player in the field to start unlike the first game where one had to sit out for our "incorrect equipment" lolz everyone was wearing different pants.. -.- but that's fixed now.

As for our compatriots the Patriots they gave it all out but their opponents were just on a different level and rolled them over with a 7 - 1 scoreline. being the first game to be played in div2, at least they scored one with Donovan and his hockey swing taking the shot if it was on target it would be hard to block haha and lucky for that one it gave them one point a little ahead of their predecessors last year when they suffered 8 - 0 from team contact. So i think it was a worth start with also 8 goals scored but this time the '1' was from our side. All that's left is to beat Trailblazers to not finish last and i very much believe that they are capable of doing so using the advantage they have with more guys on the team compared to Trailblazers who consist of mostly girls. God help our Patriots.