Things Happen so quickly

"I have a passion, I know what it is, but what have I done to fulfill it?"

Technically that has been the question popping up every time I reflect on what I'm doing. Since the last post I've been looking for the right company to get attached to in order to fulfill my dream and my passion. But alas I have yet to find an open door. I've been trying to contact the right people, praying and seeking hoping to find someone or somewhere I can get started with telling myself, "do what ever it takes to get started, even if it means just picking up after people". I guess it's never easy to get started on something with nothing really to show off about; I'm not a genius or whatever but all I am is that I want to learn.

Finally went for my interview and well I kinda expected the result but the process was extraordinary. I guess it wasn't really my passion to get into graphic design, I mean yeah i know that but i didn't know I was so far off from it. Although I must say that I'm kinda disappointed in not being able to make the cut. I guess it was so obvious that both my interviewers said I need to look for the thing I'm passionate for. the only problem with that is that I still haven't had the chance to link up with the people that I've come in contact with. Which is frustrating, I'm really on the verge of breaking apart. Guess the only thing that's keeping me sane is the constant reminder that God is in control of my situation and the time i spend with Him.

The answer to the question up top, "I'm doing all I can right now, just hope it's not too late and waiting for an open door"