The long Un-post

The last time i wrote anything was ages ago so long that i can't even remember when. I've never really had the time to pen my thoughts for a long time and tonight or rather this morning I somehow found the urge to check on my long abandoned blog and maybe write a little something :)

I must say what a journey it has been for me the past year or so. Painful and challenging yet in someways edifying although that would be the part I notice less as the pain and challenges tend to overshadow the good of things in life. It has been a hard year or learning about life, the hits and bruises, the fun and excitement, and of course the unwitting wisdom of life that we only learn by experiencing the faces that people give us.

This journey was a necessity as it has thought me to understand the way this world works. How should i carry myself as a professional and as a human. What it's like to work in an environment that requires me to being unattached emotionally yet at the same time displaying an attitude of enthusiasm in the face of demanding circumstances. It has also thought me the extend of what I should or should not say which is definitely a big part of surviving life. Being a person who has always been quick to open up it has been a key lesson for me to sometimes know how to shut up.

I've yet miles to cover before I could say that I've achieved something but this is definitely a milestone to discover that the jewels in life come with a price that we can take away only if we understand how to live. The world isn't a friendly place, it isn't where you belong but you're stuck here until death beckons you until then in order to survive do your best and learn to beat the rest. It's war out there.